lately it has become the norm to waste an entire day…. painting… sleeping… and typing away at the keyboard for one menial task or another. part of me finds it very relaxing--- sitting around and wasting 7 years and two degrees worth of borrowed higher education. really I laugh at the fact they gave me anything. the other part…the part where my soul is being suffocated is screaming enough! but what else is there to do when nothing else just seems to be the way it was …to subtract some of the dramatic flare… shits just boring. okay maybe that upped the dramatical anti… so to speak. I guess I just need to fully thrust myself into a project instead of half assin’ a few choreographed moves into a variety of project. from here on out…. FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS… but until it takes full affect here are a few of my newly favorite shiny things… enjoy






Mr. William Elliot Whitmore

he will be in austin 10.17 @ Stubb's BBQ




Lucero
the new album will be out Oct. 6th
they are playing FUN FUN FUN of course... and that following Monday the will be at the Meridian

Found this on Le Love...

...love is the left over food in the refrigerator... gasp. dishevelled hair.... and the careless mixture. words to live by....

thanks Le Love!

things you should always here part 1

you have automatic beauty.....

i love you.....

i like your smile....

you should maybe rethink those shorts.....

celebReality project

celebReality!

i have recently been spending my newly graduated life...on a couch... or painting. when i find myself on the couch ..... i usually turn on anthony's idiot box. i have come to realize.... its all reality television. people who might be a little quirkier than the next on this 20 something inch screen... broadcasting themselves for the world. recently or actually for the past year....this record label guy... he will be dubbed as not mickey rourke. has been trying to follwo robin and i around with cameras. we recently accepted. we will see how that turns out. i'm jsut so intrigued by the idea of letting someone into your life or even putting yourself in a mansion shapped cage to be prodded into a character. can anyone every be themselves with all the lights, cameras, and editing room floor boxing you in. whether your a dating show, documenting your family, working a deadly job, or even just trying to be the next big talent.... o h yes hurricane bear...im asking you too...hahahaha

who knows?

but i'm intrigued so i have started emailing, social network siting, yada yada yada.... questions to these celebReality stars.....well actually just this one question....

i give them the whole spill....yada yada yada... for art sake...

but the question is ....

what do you think reality is?

i am recording all the emails, dates, and responses or lack their off.....

than the following month i will be contacting and asking on the streets the same questions.... lets see how it goes... i will keep you updated on the blog....

sothisiswhatlovingis.blogspot.com

things ive been avoiding...... a short list

my future.....and the ten unfinished applications on my computer. after four rejections im a little bruised.

my reliant energy bill.... for some reason i never pay them till they are pink.

my lack of open communication.... and the growing double standards i put on people. kind of lame on my part.

four books i have wanted to read:girl with curious hair, stupid white men, communism for dummies, and maggie cassidy......

returning all these fucking televisions

programming in phone numbers so i can stop sending who is this text messages for the fifth time to the same person. man im a jerkola

washing my hair.

finishing a drink before it gets warm.

paying my warrant.

checking my voicemail.

find this album ......
so i can listen to this particular song

out of this world

for someone special....



-newnew

who else remembers this show?? i was obsessed.

sitting at the helm....

a few undeniable amazing moments so far in my teaching experiences...i scroll them down after they happen and just found a few today so here they are in all their transcribed bliss.....BLURP

i dont think i will ever forget darwin... the epitomy of traditional "vato" gangster. looks like a teenager, he is only 18, but has seen more than most people have at 40. his hair fresh with a new fade and a cadillace logo design.... he only speaks in spanish when talking to his friends and it usually is chalked full of guns, drugs, and profanity that would make FOX blush. but today i ust laughed because as his usual story was coming out of his mouth he was also fighting with the most vicious candy. his face was full of such concentration, trying to get his story about fucking up some dude who was rollin in his spot and chewing this long piece of rainbow powder sugar candy string. he picked up the least stick of the too ends dangled in his mouth careful not to let any sugar fall on him or his lap, all the while with his pinky out. the messier it got the dainter he became in the battle with the rainbow EXTREME candy. it really put the whole world into perspective at that moment.



something i wrote and was read recently....